Reminding myself that I’m pretty special, worth getting to know, worth something more than just a pretty face. Remembering that I do not need someone to remind me of these things, that I can do it alone. I can be my number one fan and believe in myself, love myself. Don’t lose faith, don’t lose hope. I’m doing great so far! Taking steps forward, no steps back!
I’m having a moment of insecurities, feeling like maybe I’m not as special as I think I am. I’m thinking too much of the situation, but trying really hard to turn that around. I can do this. I can turn my thinking around. I have that much power. I’m special, I’m good enough, I’m worthy, I’m beautiful, I have everything going for myself. Smile. Okay, I’m smiling. I’m fine, just need to take a deep breath, take a step back. It’s my insecurities, not the situation. He likes you, if he didn’t he wouldn’t be hanging out with you. I’m fine. Wow, silly me.
Okay, I am extremely proud of myself right now. I turned around my thinking and this is great. Usually, when I’m having my doubts, my insecurities, my fear of getting too close or too attached to someone, when these feelings are present, I usually lose it. I get really sad, and start thinking negative, but this time I focused on the positive. Next step, even if things didn’t go as planned, I’ll be fine. He’ll still be my friend and that’s better than nothing. Yes, it is going to hurt and suck for a while, but I’ll get through it and I won’t harm myself because I’m a new me. This is a healthy me and the healthy me will not take steps back when I’ve being making so much progress. I’m finally on the right track.
We are beautiful, we are worth, we are good enough, and we will not let anyone tell us otherwise. Staying focused!